SZEMIN ^^

I'll be waiting

2012-02-05T00:15:00.025+08:00

Ajing's birthday celebration on one of the Tuesday's after school.

Town for dinner tgt at Nikon Mura @ Cine.

Really great dinner & hope you liked the present and cake we got for you my girl! ♥

Chinatown > OM > Bugis that day. This outing was millions of years long ago.

But I swear it was such a fun shopping trip w my girls that day!

Yuexuan brought us to OM which we really love shopping there. Heading there soon again after exams for sure!

Went Holland V for lunch and dessert with my girls before school that Wednesday.

And also, a no make up day for me and Aijing :)

I swear I have many more photos and outings to share and upload. But I guess I've lost touch in posting a proper blog post already. And I'm still not ready for it. Guess that's all. Will be back for more after exams.

I have been replaying this song again and again since the day you posted.

The 10th day. How have you been too, my boy?

Do you know, I've been thinking about you every single day.

Do you know, I have always been wishing that you'll be happier right now.

Do you know, I've always wish for you again, for us again.

Whatever it is, be happy.

Last Goodbye

2012-01-26T22:45:00.008+08:00

My baby boy, You look dashing today.

When you asked me this question today, I denied but you really look dashing with your new clothes on.

When I looked at you, I am certain that you're the guy I fell for a year ago.

You looked the same, your smiles are the same, your eyes are the same, you are still as dashing as always in my eyes.

I guess time pulled us apart, differences pulled us apart, hurts pulled us apart.

Today we walked our separated paths in life, but I never once regretted anything.

I knew, I have gave all my. I knew, I have gave all the love I could ever gave to you.

I knew I showered all the care I could ever pour onto you. I knew that I have given each and every soul inside of me, to you.

And I know, I have did my best, throughout everything we have been through.

I am not a perfect girlfriend. But I am so glad, you tolerated, you understand, you loved and you cared for me too.

I know you did your best as well. But I guess our best isn't strong enough to keep us going.

My baby boy, everything that I wanna say, everything that I wished for you, are all written in all the letters I have gave you.

Do read them, for encouragements and guidance always. My best wishes and thoughts are all for you there.

I am so grateful, to spend a whole year with you. Be it through the happy times, the sad moments, the arguments, or the smiles and laughters, I am really so glad that you're once there with me.

We have to let go now. Seeing you carefree without me, really makes me feel blessed and happy too. Thank you for everything my love.

Dear Lord, I pray for this boy above, protect him, always be there for him, guide him and lead him into the right path in life. I know you love him, even though he doesn't know you. But Father I pray for your presence to be upon him always. Let him feel peace and love with his family. Control his temper. Never let him feel afraid and lost, never let him feel discourage. Please take good care of this boy.

With lots of love, Szemin.

Junsheng, I miss you, I miss us

2012-01-06T00:18:00.000+08:00

只希望你快乐

2011-11-30T20:42:00.009+08:00

Its been freaking long since I have a proper blog post.

This few months have been hectic. Life isn't all that great and things have been going up and down continuously.

Been always wanting things to get better and preparing to post a really great blog post when things are stable.

But whenever things are stable and getting better, it falls apart again.

' Good times won't last ' This is what I heard form you.

I rmb after that day we both left, things have been getting better, we're both happier also.

But it happen again today. Yeah shouldn't have agreed to leave Spore, I shouldn't.

I dont know what to do now. Feeling to crushed inside when you don't feel anything.

Really glad at least my girls are there for me always. These few months have been a struggle.

School's been a bitch also but at least I think t's distracting me from all the undesirable stuffs happening.

Will be leaving for Thailand tmr afternoon. Really hope and wish with all my heart that things will be better when Im back on Sunday afternoon.

Really hope we can smile as happily again. Gonna miss everyone, you, and my girls too.

Takecare when Im away my love, I love you. Yes always have been.

I believed in us, I never once given up

2011-11-22T13:05:00.002+08:00

All our memories are still replaying in my mind. How could you forget them?

Take my back 10 months ago, I would die to bring me back ...

You stop holding us

2011-11-11T23:54:00.006+08:00

I look at my previous blogpost and I read them.

I was so lost and insecure that time, last year, but you picked me up, you recused me, you loved me when Im broken.

Never once being treated so loved that December. Never once having so many sweet phrases from a guy. Never once being pampered so much.

That time, I told myself not to believe every single word you said.

That time, I told myself I'll never ever fall so hard anymore.

That time, I told myself I'll be strong in this relationship and Im certain I'll never fall out again.

But now, I realised I was wrong. I realised how stupid I was. I realised how much of me being such an Idiot for believing in fairytales again.

I was badly hurt, badly broken that time. How can I repeat my mistakes in falling so hard again?

Never once expected it was you who change. Never once expected your love was just temporary.

Never once expected how sweet we've started, will become such a mess right now.

Never once expected our smiles just a few months back, would become tears and broken hearts.

I always want to hold this back, not because I want us to argue and quarrel more and make us even more fragile.

I always hold us back, I always hold this love back, no matter how beaten down and damaged I am, because I always hold this small little hope for us to be happy again.

I always hold this small little wish, that we can solve all these smoothly.

Didnt I tell you everything in my heart? Didnt I tell you everything I felt?

But now, even when I tell you the cries in my heart, you wouldn't listen anymore.

You wouldn't care, you wouldn't love, you would just say Im unreasonable and annoying.

Why to you now, everything I said, did, tried, and do is unreasonable in your eyes already?

Why has that mindset of me in your eyes changed so drastically already?

Don't you know who I am? Don't you know Im the girl which you said that Im beautiful 9 months back?

You think I've change, you think Im not understanding, You think I always didn't believe you.

Why? Why have you seen me in such a way already? Am I really that bad in your eyes?

Today is nothing for you. I know, its just a God damn date.

But why, when I view facebook and twitter, all guys would wish their girlfs or even said they love them on this date. Why not my boyf?

I tried to be understanding and not expect so much already, why haven't you notice?

I've got so many things to ask you deep inside. So many heartfelt words I wanna say to you.

I know, I can never said that anymore. Because everything I do now, will be bad in your eyes, my baby boy ...

We lost the meaning of love

2011-11-07T17:18:00.007+08:00

How did we ended up here? When did all these scary quarrels and arguements begin?

Why have all our smiles and laughters became screaming and shoutings?

Why can our hearts beat rapidly only to see each other in the past, when now our hearts stop beating for each other anymore?

Why can we smile towards each other in miles of distances, when now we walk distances away from each other?

How have we change into monsters, screaming at each other scarily?

How have our love change, when we didn't even notice it?

I accepted the fact, you asked me to. I didnt expect so much from you anymore.

Didn't I change? Didn't I give in? Hvnt you notice? Hvnt you notice how much I've change and put in countless efforts to keep this alive?

Everytime you raise your voice at me, everytime you shouted at me, there's this piece of me which is breaking inside. Its killing me so much to see you shouting right in my face.

To see us shouting and screaming in each other faces like we never once love each other, as if we're enemies, hurts me so much.

People always say to talk to each other nicely and solve this soon.

How many times have we talked about it? How many times this isn't working?

I tried talking to you nicely, but you wouldn't listen. Eveytime we tried talking about it, it gets worse.

Hvnt I understand already? You've got your work, I understand. But I want you to still let me feel even though you've work, you'll still be there for me, you'll still give me security.

But whenever I mention this, you'll get mad.

This isn't working isn't it? Our love has really change so much because of all the arguements and quarrels haven't it?

The image of the way you look me in the eye, the thought of your voice, the look in your face, the actions you showed, whenever you shout at me, scares me deeply.

I didn't know you. Im afraid of you. Im afraid of how have we became.

Im afraid of telling you so many things in my heart. Because I know even if I told you, we've came to a point where there's no return.

How / what can I do to feel love and care again? I guess we've lost each other deeply.

Saw this in Aijing's blog. Thanks so much my girl! ♥

Yes to all my lovely girls, Im really glad to have you guys around me to console, comfort, and counsel me whenever I have problems.

Really appreciate all the concern you guys have gave. So happy to have you girlfriends!

Such an emotional post. I'll update again soon!

2011-10-29T23:23:00.000+08:00

2011-10-21T11:12:00.002+08:00

My heart couldn't contain all my tears for you

2011-10-17T22:27:00.001+08:00

Things are better with my love! Movie & Steamboat w him that day!

Its been long since we last had Steamboat. Gonna call Celeste & friends along the next time! :)

Caught many movies w baby too recently.

The Sorcerer And The White Snake & Real Steel were really awesome movies!

Thanks my baby boy! ♥ Let's still be close and intact even if Im schooling and you're working alright love?

Holidays were mostly spend with my babe Felicia too.

Been out shopping and hanging out!

Gonna miss her terribly as we cant meet already. Sigh!

Out to Bugis to shop w my baby girls that day! I swear I love shopping with them.

Disliked and really dread going back to school.

But one of the reasons Im glad is that Im able to meet and at least spend time w them in school!

Bought that Black boots while out shopping w them, Love it much! :)

Holidays are over. School's starting tmr. Fun is over and Reality is back.

Sigh. Really don't know should I be happy or sad for my new Timetable, but I guess this is life.

Update when Im free! But wouldn't know when Im gonna be free when school's starts alr!

Anw Cheerup my dearest Novy! You're gonna be better in time I promise.

Not to think so much alright. Always here for you! ♥

Memories do stay

2011-10-09T15:08:00.013+08:00

Love is always this fragile.

People always changes fast.

Time always changes things drastically.

Hurts are always inevitable in love.

Yet Im always jumping into love stupidly.

I miss us, baby boy.

Always been there for me. Love her muchy!

She's gonna work soon, my school's starting soon, guess it'll be harder to meet up.

Gonna miss you soooooooooo much babe! ♥

Anw that's her cute daddy up there :)

Out w my girls to Bugis & Town w my girls that day! :)

Cant wait for next week till I can see them again. Omgosh.

Anw Bon voyage Huihui! ♥

School's starting is 1 weeks time ........

Can we make it through this time?

Lazy to blog recently. Update when Im free!

Our bridge has burnt down

2011-10-09T13:48:00.003+08:00

We could stay up all night just to hear each others voices

We could say that we miss each other after being apart for just an hour

We could cuddle up in each others arms the whole day w/o arguing

We could hold each others hands and walk the whole damn shopping mall for hours

We could watch ten thousand movies in a week

We could look into each other eyes and said we're happily tgt

We could stay silent for the whole day, just holding each other and we know that our hearts are tgt

We are certain we could be tgt forever and we know what is forever back then

Naive

2011-09-29T23:07:00.024+08:00

Uploaded many many overdue photos! Gosh, hvnt been blogging recently.

Always wanted to, but it's either I've got no mood or Im lazy. Plus there's always thousand of photos to sort out!

Out w baby, Wj, Darren and Celeste that evening :)

Had one of the most wonderful times spend w them.

Rushed to meet them after church that Sat and dine @ Astons, then headed for Johnny English Reborn tgt!

One of the rare moments I stayed up after midnight w them, really had a great time I swear! ♥

First day back at work with Huihui. Such a long photo we've alr quitted!

Met my Beloved Aijing that day, lunched at Ichiban and guessed what

Only ate a total of 6 plates of Sushi and We're full! Plus the Chawanmushi though :) Hehe.

Felicia came to look for us later in the evening and we had Sushi again. Hahaha It's a Sushi day!

My beloved girls came to Nex that day, finally met all of them though! Their all so busy w work. Sigh!

Wondering when am I able to meet them again. Miss them all lovelies!

Boring + Lifeless holidays. Yet I dread the reopening of sch also. Sigh why is Life such contradicting.

Life hvnt been great recently, but I guess I've to cope and move on.

Update when Im free!

Love drunk

2011-09-20T00:12:00.007+08:00

Deleted my previous post.

Couldn't believe how down and moody I am recently. Hate to show the weaker side of me, hate to show that Im not coping well. Sigh.

Hvnt been like this for almost a year, but now Idk why things have changed.

Yes things will change. And it always have, it always will.

I've given up. Sometimes on us, on the past.

Have to stop expecting so much.

Yeah, this is to replace the previous post I've deleted.

Shall blog again w photos of my lovelies soon!

Wanting you to catch my back

2011-09-10T13:05:00.019+08:00

SO LAZY TO BLOG RECENTLY.

After I changed my phone, I hardly touched my laptop!

I love my wonderful Boyf very much and please study hard alright!

Stop being lazy and don't lose hope! There's still time love ♥

Went food hunting w baby th last few weeks. We hunt down all the famous and delicious food in Spore and search all their locations too!

Didnt manage to look for all of them, but we did went to try out this Ba Ku Teh @ Tanjong Pagar Complex. Thumbs up, it was really awesome! :)

All the dishes we order up there, the total was abt $30 and I think it was roughly alright!

Food hunting was fun, let's continue w it again after your N lvls alright boy! Hehehe.

Did Flea @ Scape w my girls last sat.

Been a thousand years since I last set up flea, so inexperience now but it was relatively well done that day :)

Although things are sold vvv cheap and we cut down prices v fast, I got a total of around $100!

Shopping @ F21 and H&M last week w them too.

Had a great time and luckily the queue at H&M that day was little!

Queued for abt 5 mins and we're in! Didnt bought anything much because the whole place was packed w people. So giddy I swear.

But at least we tried going in the one and only H&M in Spore. Hahahah.

Holidays and my girls are mostly working yet I hvnt got a job.

Still considering whether should I work or not. Not in the mood for working! Sigh.

Dislike holidays, so boring it could srsly kill me. And yes, I miss my girls.

Change this new cover for my phone! Think it's super cute! Hehe.

Wont be updating much, life's boring, and I'm lazy.

Threw us into the flames

2011-08-27T13:45:00.022+08:00

Guess this is gonna be a freaking long post Hahahha.

Alright Exams are over and holidays are here! :)

7 weeks of holidays, wow I wonder what Im gonna do.

Afraid I'll be bored to death. Anw exams are over but I dont have the, exams-over-im-so-excited-&-happy-feeling. Tsk.

Out w baby these days. Went Movie and shopping w him ystd!

Cars 2 was incredibly awesome! :)

Shopped @ Cine and Clarke quay Central after that.

Always love going out w my Boyf, but don't take your time to nua and be punctual at times! Omgosh >:

Last day of paper on Thurs and went Town w my girls!

All agreed that there's no exams over feel. Sucks yeah. But still had a really great time w them, as always.

They never fail to make me smile at all their nonsense and cuteness. Hehehe I'm so in love w them. ♥

Considering on working tgt w them during the freaking long holidays. Yay cant wait!

I've the got time now to meet up and hang out w my Girlf here too, Felicia.

Yes, she has changed so much and became a really better person, so ... stop stereotyping guys.

She can keep my holidays packed now! Oh Im planning what to do during holidays alr. Hahaha :/

Ups & downs, so many obstacles and challenges in a r/s I agreee and realised.

It's really been so long since I encounter so many problems in a r/s.

Always thought it'll be smooth for us, but I was wrong.

I've got to get use to it and always learn to love w an open heart.

Not always thinking for myself, Yes.

Things are getting better for us, but let's always try and work things out alright?

Forgive and forget, love and trust.

Yes, I love you baby. Let's always keep us alive :)

Okay, long post I know! Shall update only when Im free.

Off to Town w my baby girls! ♥

It burned us while I cried

2011-08-14T17:50:00.028+08:00

Photos overloaded. Hahahha. I still have millions of photos but i think its too much to post it all!

Hv not uploaded them to Fb also. TOO MUCH, I swear. Haha.

From what I've gathered from all the photos, I concluded that I needa take more with Samy and Yx!

Okay, I sounded like I'm doing a presentation. Hehe.

Anw Hello my Bloggy, It's been long ...

It's been lone since I took Neo! & This Machine is awesome! Nice eyes huh.

Study break for a week. Then when school's reopening next week, EXAMS.

3 kinda hard paper and I guess I needa use the time I have for the study break to chiong!

Common test results like a depressing, needa use this major exams to pull me up!

Okay, nth much. Life's mundane. With school and assignments being a bitch sometimes.

Dishearten sometimes, but I know I've always got my lovely girls w me! Hehe.

A week of study break, wonder when will I be able to meet them! Miss them alr! ♥

This few weeks been hell for us. Im partly sorry too.

I know we're getting better since ystd, but sometimes I still feel somethings different.

Idk what is the problem, or maybe the devil is against us.

Im tired of all those small shity arguments, Im tired of all those disagreements, Im tired.

You've always been my angel, aways been the one who held me when I was down, who cast always my pain, So don't change.

Even if time changes us, you, or even me, Don't change.

I love you, always have ♥

I feel like changing my URL! Should I?

Felt like people are watching me sometimes :O

He answers prayers

2011-07-31T20:14:00.031+08:00

Been a million years since I last updated.

I rushed through my homeworks and assignments just to update this. Hahaha.

SCHOOL'S STILL AS BUSY. YES IT WAS NEVER FREE ONCE, AT ALL ( -.- )

Gonna have major exams in two more weeks.

Hvnt been doing well for the last common test previously.

Grades are also not as favourable. Sigh, needa put in extra effort this time!

No more slacking! ):

FINALLY GOTTEN MY IPHONE 4 WHITE! ^^

Hehehhehe actually Im fine w it, it's my phone plan that I wanna change.

Been asking and telling parents for ten thousand times, finally plan + phone changed! :)

Thanks Mum! ♥

Many many many things to say. But don't know what and dont feel like saying also.

Anw miss many many people. And Dawn, gonna meet up w her soon :)

Okay I feel like going to Flea, Sushi Buffet, USS, Kbox ... etc soon!

Thanks for understanding B, Thanks for controlling and tolerating all those shits again.

Don't think so much alright. Just focus on studying hard!

Always here for you Baby ♥

Last thing, Life's Bored + Tiring + Busy + Stressed!

K update when Im free!

God, Save me

2011-07-24T14:27:00.013+08:00

My Awesome Babe ♥

She came my school to look for me that day, then went to town tgt. Hehehhe. Love her!

Sam & I = LOVE! Hehehe. Walking from Mac to school and the freaking Sun's scorching hot!

Feel like making Samy's Specs, like cool!

A bad bad bad week this week. No i mean recently.

Sigh, so many things happening and problems are arising day by day.

Bad things / news / happenings are kept pilling up and after one is down, another arises.

Sigh, Life's being a bitch recently and srsly Im so tired i don't have the mood / strength / time to settle and deal w everything.

Not in the mood to blog but i guess i shall not neglect my blog, plus there's so many photos to upload! Haha.

Parents, friends, baby, school ......

Idk, things are getting out of hand and Im restless.

No plans no how Im gonna deal w everything just gonna see how things goes. Tired to solve everything alr. Just leave it. Whatever Sigh.

Sian, school's as busy as usual but next week it ends early somedays! YAYYYYYY.

Half year w baby on monday. Cant wait!

I love you, Promise even though there's so many obstacles, we'll make it through everything alright ♥

Hate that i let you down

2011-07-16T22:49:00.015+08:00

Baby's working today. Work hard alright and I miss youuuu.

& half year coming and idk what to get for him. Too many choices in mind! Omg :/

Oh i just rmbed its been long since I last took photos ( you dw cause of your hair hahaha :x ) & catch a movie w you!

So sorry, we've been too busy and we needa study often too. Heheh anw ilyyyyy love!

Town w Dawn today :)

Scape flea and shopped again! Love shopping at fleas even though it's always freaking crowded & hot.

Hung out @ town and I got to know quite few of people there! Hehe.

Thanks darling for such a wonderful day. And always rmb there's me around, don't be stress k! <3

Bother's booking out tmr morning. Miss him much. Hope you'll make it through this! We're always here for you Bro!

Having lunch and catching Transformers w family tmr. Sian, 2nd time catching that plus its' super long! OMMMMMMMGGGGG. But it's an awesome movie though! :)

Anw, Happy Birthday Grandma!

Update when im free again.

Pull the trigger

2011-07-10T00:04:00.022+08:00

Never update for more than a week and we spammed like ten thousand photos.

There's still a million more on Fb and the prob is, I hvnt even upload all of it. OMG HAHAHAHAH.

Love taking photos w my awesome girlfs! :)

Okay BUSY WEEK AGAIN, as usual.

After one project is done, another one arises and subsequent one are pilling up also. Sigh, Poly life is not slack alright! ):

Exams are starting in a month's time, needa START STUDYING AGAIN. OMG SRSLY NEED.

Going to school and having to spend time w friends are okay though, its the lessons and studying hours that are pissing me off. Damn.

Alright i guess there's nth much to write, life's mundane actually.

Oh, Sakae Sushi w Boyf for dinner ystd! Hehehe great dinner! :) Omg im craving for it again now.

Conflict w parents past few days, but its fine now i guess?

I love you mummy and daddy! ♥

Sigh, miss my boyf.

Head over heels

2011-07-01T21:11:00.009+08:00

My awesome girlfriends. I love them like hell cause they're always ther no matter what. Love love! Hehehehheh ( Inside language of ours ^^ )

Gotten back common test results. Omg CUI TTM.

Failed 2 out of 6 modules. Disappointed and sian but i guessed i've alr expected it cause i have no mood to study at all.

Holiday + shopping + slack mood all along alr, since after my super long O lvls holidays :x

Guessed i have to buck up and really start studying alr! Omg.

Anw been soooo busy since school reopens. 3 projects to chiong! Omg x2.

Retest of those failed modules are also coming. Omg x3.

Couldn't really rmb what i did for the week .....

Oh but today i went Town w Aijing and Yuexuan after school, then met Felicia @ Town too! :)

Went Orchard Exchange F21 to shop! Then they left and me and Felicia went to Wisma to shop again. Hehehehhe.

Srsly i can't live w/o shopping. It's like part of my life. K i sound bimbotic again HAHAHAHHA.

Then, baby came down to look for me and we have dinner tgt, then headed home :)

Oh, almost forget to mention, Transformers Dark Of The Moon was awesome!

Freaking awesome and the graphics' super nice.

Caught it w baby on the first day :) But the only prob is the movie's damn long. Draggy >:

Okay, busy week.

Update again when im free!

Never once i left your heart

2011-06-27T22:52:00.015+08:00

Baby die die also want me to post this two photos. Hahahahha idk why.

Maybe your hair long huh?! ( Dont remind you of sad stuffs. Oppps :x )

Dont sian alr baby! Your hair will grow back in no time! :)

Some overdue photos during holidays!

Outing w Cheryl and Zh that day :)

Went Nex Sabushi w Cheryl then headed to Town with them to shop! Hehehhe.

They're cute people, shall hang out again soon k! <3

Anni with baby! Had a great time with him also :)

Went Bugis for steamboat > Far east to shop > Cine to walk > Marina for see the Helix Bridge and MBS :)

Heheheheh kept walking here and there till our legs can srsly break.

A long day but we had fun! Thanks so much dearest!

Always accompanying me to places i wanna visit and love. Hehehe love! ♥

School's started. Common test results are coming out also.

Omg sian + cui + double sian ):

DONT WANNA GO SCHOOL. DONT WANNA STUDY. SIGH.

But with my awesome girlfriends around, they never fail to help me pull through my day! :)

Live on, even though we're gone

2011-06-25T23:17:00.006+08:00

People made mistakes, and we did. I miss you.

Alright shall stop being emotional.

Today's me and baby's 5th month. Happy 5th my lovely boyf!

Really thanks for being there for me all this while and you're everything i can ever asked for :)

Had a long and tiring, yet great and wonderful time w you today!

Went to so many many places and ate like we're all so full. Hehehhe.

Shall upload the photos we took tmr or when i update again :)

School's reopening on Monday! God damn sian. Sigh.

I guess everyone around me also dread this day like mad ):

Study, projects, long school hours & travelling hours again ):

OMG I WISH HOLIDAYS DOESN'T END FOREVER.

Oh I love my Boyf! ♥

You made miracles

2011-06-22T21:02:00.015+08:00

Still many many more photos in Fb! Hahaha only a day out w them and my wall is filled with photos. Hehehe.

Met Qingyun and Qirui for dinner @ Chomp chomp ystd! :)

Stingray was the best! Then headed to Dessert Bowl after that.

Jiayi came and join us in th middle and we spammed photos like nobody's business. Hahaha.

Had so much fun with them! <3 Sure gonne miss haning out with them after school reopens ):

Projects with my classmates + groupmates recently.

So many projects to complete! But had fun with them while doing projects too. Hehehhe.

They're really great people. So helpful in everything :)

Everything is finally fine between us baby! Hehehhe.

Thanks so much for everything, giving in, tolerating, understanding, loving etc.

Let's keep our promises alright. I love you ♥

Happy Father's Day!

2011-06-19T12:04:00.009+08:00

Im in love w this flower. 4th year w Dawn ystd and she actually still rmbs it :)

Thanks so much dear, always here for me no matter what despite your craziness. Hehehe. ♥

Okay, im officially out of photos cause my camera is still with my parents!

They'll be back from China in the evening later, and I can say HI to my camera again!

Church ystd, and I wore this beautiful dress dawn gave me :)

Then out for dinner with baby @ Nex. Hehehe had fun w him always!

Forgotten what I've been doing the past few days ago but I know I've been out everyday.

Like freedom only w/o my parents around. But they're back today alr. Sigh!

Cant wait to go out w Cheryl and Zh, JY and Novy next week! Hehehehe!

5th month coming! ♥

Rolling in the deep

2011-06-15T23:19:00.009+08:00

We could have had it all ~

You had my heart inside your hand ~

Omg this song is super nice, the lyrics are racing inside my mind. Heheheh!

Okay, been out with Dawn and Jianrong to town ystd.

Didnt had my cam w me, sad life, so took photos w Dawn's phone.

Planning to have Klunch w Dawn @ Scape, in the end they dont have Klunch alr. Pissed.

Went roaming around Scape and Neoprint w Dawn before meeting Jr @ Cine.

Had lunch tgt and went for Pool after that. I srsly suck at Pool >:

Drank abit and then Jr went off w his friends.

Then we headed to Hougang. I met baby and she met her friend.

Great day w them. Thanks ppl! :)

Out w Qingyun today! Hehehhe so long since i met and hang out w her.

Felt to comfortable w her even though its been ten thousand years since i go out w her.

Had lunch @ her school, shopped at Causeway point and Nex :)

She's super crazy. Hahahha still as crazy and siao as before.

But i still love ya best friend! ^^

Baby tmr! <3 Hehehhehe.

And thanks so much my hubby for the surprise on Fb for me!

Awesome + touched. Lovelove!

HAVE NOT DONE MY PROJECTS AND HOMEWORKS OMGGGGGG.

Anw thanks sis's for getting the bag for me @ Vienna!

So happy you're back :>

Give me everything tonight

2011-06-12T22:06:00.006+08:00

OMG I KNOW RIGHT! I KNOW I HVNT BEEN HERE FOR CENTRIES. SORRY READERS.

Common test for the whole of last week.

Stress + slack too!

Stress because there's things and stuffs to chiong about but slack cause school ends super early everyday and im flying off to slack everyday. Hahahaha.

Okay, i sound bimbotic. Even my friends says im bimbotic :x

Common test are average. Hope i can do well this time, even though i only studied last minute.

Didnt know what i did the past few days. But the photos tells you everything.

Out with my awesome girlfriends with our dresses :)

Went Bugis for lunch and Shopping. So glad i went shopping w them!

They controlled me like OMG, only spend 70 plus that day. Thanks girls! <3

Hvnt been going out w baby recently cause of test.

Outing and movie w him tmr! hehehe cant wait! :)

And also Kbox w Dawn, and lunch and Qingyun soon! ( Miss going out w my best friend )

H O L I D A Y S HAHAHAHAH. Holidays are starting tmr. But im alr fully packed on the first week alr! :O

OH mum took my camera to China for a week. Cant have new photos alr ):

I'll pray for you guys. I really miss you guys so much.

Family is still the most important ones.

I'm gonna write you a love song

2011-06-06T16:54:00.003+08:00

Went baby boy's house last week :)

Been extra busy these few days. EXAMMMMMMS this week! ):

Endure Szemin endure! After this week, i'll have two weeks of holidays alr!

So many things to get troubled and stressed about these few weeks.

Sorry baby, you've been enduring and worrying too i guess ):

After all this, i swear im gonna shop like mad, Kbox like mad, Outings with girlfriends and baby like mad too. Hehehhe cant wait! :)

Sister's going Europe today. Sure miss her, even though she's irrtating sometimes. Hehe.

Parents going China Next week. Dont understand why they asked my cousins to stay over w me.

Not a child anymore. Tsk.

Alright! Shall post after exams. Bye!

You're perfect

2011-06-02T20:13:00.019+08:00

Happy Birthday my Baby boy! ♥ ( For yesterday's. Hehehe )

Baby's birthday ystd! Been waiting and looking forward in celebrating this day tgt :)

Planning to skip the whole day of school and go USS tgt.

But i've two warning letters for skipping lessons alr, scared, so we cancel the plan.

Guilty max, so sorry baby! ): Promise we shall go next time alright!

After school, went baby's house to meet him, surprise him w a cake too. Hehehe.

Headed to Marina Square for dinner, MT, and Pool.

Tried the Spore Flyer after that. Its fun! Scenery's the best again :)

Took many many photos and i swear hubby looks so good in that Polo i bought. Hahaha!

Walked to Suntec and took train home after that.

Hubby hope you had a wonderful time ystd! ^^

Practical lab lesson in school w my awesome girlfriends and classmates :)

I swear they're really so helpful in helping me w baby's birthday planning and so.

So great i get to know them! Love ya girls! ♥

Shopping w Felicia that day :)

We spent like hell lot! Omg so broke again.

Hvnt even went up the second level of Bugis and we're both alr broke. Like O M G ):

Then she came my house for both the days :)

Common test is next week. AHHHHHHHHHH! Like fast only.

Omg, i srsly still cant get everything in my head ):

Sister's going Europe soon. Parents going China soon too. Brother going Army soon.

But mum's still nagging and irritating me. Tsk.

Alright that's all! Sorry for the extra long post again!

Tattoo your name across my heart

2011-05-28T00:00:00.014+08:00

Edited ( Baby wants me to add more photos. Haha. )

25th on wed! Had a happy 4th w hubby!

Caught movie, ChompChomp and dessert bowl w him after that :)

Went Swimming w him recently too. Yup swimming! Cool right. Healthy lifestyle. HAHAHAH.

And Far East someday also. Had fun fun fun!

Hehehe thanks for everything hubby! <3

Always webcam-ing with my girls in school. Hehehe love them much :)

I realised there's bus from my school to town area! Can go there w them often also!

HAHAHA :x

Haji lane with Aijing and Yuexuan last week.

Went there for project but we took the opportunity to look around and shop too!

So many nice blogshop items and clothes there! ):

But didnt get any, saving money for USS with baby on his bday sooon! Cant wait! Hehehe.

Anw so happy my blog's back! I thought i have to really make a new blog when i cant even login to this previously!

Thanks Yuexuan for helping me w it! So glad its back! Like yayyyyyy! :)

SOOOOOOO busy this few weeks.

Projects projects projects and homeworks homeworks homeworks!

Common test is in 2 weeks time and i really needa chiong alr ):

Alright, a longggg post because i hvnt posted for so long. Sorry readers!

Coping with life now. Bye!

2011-05-27T14:13:00.002+08:00

YAYYYYYYYY! CAN LOGIN INTO BLOG ALR! :) HAPPY MAX!

THANKS YUEXUAN FOR HELPING ME. HEHEHE.

Now busy doing PLW with groupmates.

I'll be back to blog when im home. Bye! :)

Overcome

2011-05-20T21:21:00.002+08:00

Lack of photos this whole week ):

All because for the past 7 days im sick. Tsk.

Fever on last sat, didnt attend school from Monday - Wed.

Then went school on Thursday, fever back again.

But luckily after SOOOOOO long, today im feeling much much better.

I think i'll be fully recovered by tmr! Really hope so! If not this is torturing >:

Went to the doctor for a total of 3 times just this week! Omg right.

Anw i wanna say, Thanks so much my one and only Boyf!

For being there always when im terribly sick. Love! <3

Next week is gonna be busy.

School, outings, projects to chiong, school, outings, school again. PACKED!

Okay, outing with Jiaying and Novy next week! Cant wait! :)

Common test is in 2 weeks time! Needa chiong alr ):

I'll spam lots of photos when im back people. Bye!

The past is stopping me

2011-05-16T18:46:00.006+08:00

I've been out from cyber world for sooooo long!

Sorry blog, i've neglected you. Hehehhe.

Out with baby to Vivo and bugis that day :)

Shop and shop and shop alot these few days. Im almost bankrupt! ):

Also, got a Fred Perry Polo Tee for baby for his birthday. Hehe hope you like it! :)

This week there's make up lessons in school, odd week somemore, public holidays, i guess cant meet up w baby often ):

Anw cant wait for the 25th! :)

My awesome classmates.

I guess they're friends to keep. Thanks guys! <3

I look pale because im so sick these few days.

4 ulcers the previous week and because of that, i missed school for a day.

Now this week, im down with fever, cough and running nose, missed school today also ):

Why am i so sick these few days?! ): Tsk.

Hope i can recover soon, cause i hate being sick. Ohmy. Dont wanna miss out lessons too.

Anw thanks Qingyun, everything is fine i guess? I'll not fade away from God anymore.

I love you girlfriend! Must really hang out soon someday! <3

Learn to stay strong

2011-05-10T17:42:00.004+08:00

@ Kovan Mac with my beloved baby! :)

Didnt feel quite well today, so i left school early. Hahahahahha.

Stupid weather and ulcers are pissing me off these few days, i want it to go away desperately! >:

I've got 4 ulcers in my mouth, damn pain! Cant you guys believe it?!?!?! TSK.

So many things i wanna eat eat eat and craved now. Sad life.

School's great these few days, my awesome friends are more and more awesome now :)

Hehehehehe. Cant wait to go out w them soon.

And also not forgetting my girlfriends. I miss you guys! ):

Baby's bday is coming! SOSOSOSOSOSO excited! :B

I've got alot alot alot alot of choices of presents to get for him but idk which to buy!

Going USS w him too. Yay, hope it'll be fun! ^^

& he is so gl to me today! Disturb ttm ):

Hahahahha i still love you many baby! ♥

Absence makes the heart grow fonder

2011-05-04T21:20:00.006+08:00

This week is odd week.

And that means, SIAN, LONG SCHOOL HOURS, STUPID LESSONS, CANT GO OUT OFTEN AFTER SCHOOL )))))))))):

Tsk hate odd weeks. Esp Tuesday and Wed. Sigh.

But was still happy + touched when baby came all the way to my school and fetch me! :)

School's so far and i cant go out late ( Again cause of my unreasonable and outdated parents tsk )

Yet he still came here and accompanied me home. Hehehe.

What a great boyf i have. Being so understanding and caring and great!

What can i do w/o him. Thanks so much baby! :)

Anw so sorry about my stupid curfews and stuffs that happened w my stupid parents. Sigh.

Hope i can get out of this soon!

Oh, have to save on money, money, money! Goshhhhhhh!

Baby's Bday present, Mother's day present, a new bagpack, phone and not forgetting shopping to be done!

Hehehe going shopping w Aijing next week i guess. Cant wait! :)

K thats all, hope i survive this week. Lovezxcxc.

Break the chains

2011-05-02T16:36:00.004+08:00

Brought my laptop to baby's house ystd, webcam! :)

But didnt took much cause baby said his hair's short. Wait till his hair is longer! Hahaha.

Okay, went Nex to eat. Then arcade with him. Then home :)

Tmr is the start of school, means its the odd week, and i hate odd week! ):

Lessons start early and end late. Means cant meet up w baby often ):

Dear baby, exams starting next week! Must REALL START REVISING K! ( Said a thousand times alr ._. )

Hehe anw i love you baby! :)

Felicia came my house that day :)

So long since i met her, happy ttm! Catch up with her and webcam again! HAHAHA.

After so long, we're still as crazy and still didnt drift even though im busy w school and she's busy w work.

Must really hang out again soooon! You're still the best, always listening and being there for me. Hehe love you! :)

Alright, i just finished an assignment online.

Now gonna do my powerpoint project! Omg so long since i did homeworks, so not use to it >:

Anw replying to Novy's blog, Yeah cant wait to hang out w you sooon!

Hehehhe i know you're always stalking my blog! HAHAHA love you girls! ^^

Sacrifices

2011-04-26T22:55:00.009+08:00

Baby got this Bebe shirt that i've longed for for me, for this month's anni! :)

Out with baby for shop, lunch and movie tgt at vivo ystd.

Even though its after my long and tiring school and didnt spend much time tgt,

still felt so fun and happy w him, always.

Thanks so much my dearest Boyf! I know there's you no matter what ♥

REALLY NEEDA STUDY HARD FOR MYE ALRIGHT!

My beloved girlfriends at 1B03 :)

School's hectic, tiring, long and busy.

But with my new friends w me, i feel so much better in school.

They're great people to hang out with! :)

Notes / laptop / books / travelling distance / ending school late = sigh ):

Soooooo many many subjects and modules to study. Hope i really can cope and do well!

Not gonna blog much these few days, busy + tired!

Alright takecare people!

Come and go

2011-04-23T22:48:00.005+08:00

I didnt comment or post anything about us.

I wanna act like im strong. Like nth has ever upset me.

But sometimes if i think of it, it hurts much that we became like this.

Both has faults. None is correct.

I dont wanna say anything more cause i dont want anything to start again / happen again.

Hope you're doing well. Takecare friend.

Okay, such a wonderful day w my Boyf!

Kinda tired right now, almost fell alseep. So i'll not post much!

Baby's house, then headed to town, Bugis, then Cathay to catch the movie, Arthur. Great movie! :)

Baby goodluck and really do your best for MYE alright!

Always here for you! And dont be lazy, start revising! * Pleaseeeeeee! *

Alright thats all.

Really need some photos in my blog sooon!

Speechless

2011-04-20T22:56:00.008+08:00

Hehe this pic was taken long ago. But cool i wore specs, after so long :>

My new classmates, 1B03 :)

I guess i'll keep it short. Lazy to blog much also.

School has started. At first its kinda sian + idk anyone there + dread + worried.

But after these few days of orientation, met a few of my cool + funny classmates, i think its quite fun! :)

Hehehe had so much fun w them, sharing stuffs tgt, playing games, having lunch etc.

Gonna be w them for the next 3 years! I guess we'll have more to come! Haha.

School's alright ....... the only worst thing i hate and dread is the travelling distance and time!

1 hours plus to reach there! Tsk hate it man. Waste time and hard to meet up w friends when my school is SO DAMN FAR ):

Last day of orientation tmr. Then normal lessons are starting next week D:

Meeting up w my beloved baby tmr! Outing w him! Hehe i always look forwards in outings w him.

We'll end up playing and laughing so much again ^^

Really wanna meet up w my beloved girls also, Qingyun, Jiaying, Cheryl, Dawn, Joel, or maybe Novy! :/

HI NOVY I KNOW YOU'LL BE READING THIS TOO. HAHAHA Stalker ftw <3 Text text! HAHAHA.

Anw i said i'll keep it short. Yup thats all!

Hope i realllllllllly * pray * that i'll start anew and have a happy life.

Okay LOL emotional again. Bye!

You're my forever

2011-04-15T23:15:00.003+08:00

Just updated my blog ystd. Baby asked me to update again! :)

Feeling so sick and unwell in the morning. Hate monthly reds plus worried abt baby >:

Hehe after that it was fine and I took bus to school to look for him.

Headed to Kovan tgt and i finally gotten my precious bracelet! I can wear it to school everyday alr. Yay!

Then head home w baby and he changed. Bowl w him, then Amk for movie! :)

The show was not bad, but ther's no ending! LOLOLOL.

Met Weijie and Kannan and we all went to Chomp Chomp for dinner.

Baby treat us! Thanks x100000! :B The food was great and im super full!

Then went to Dessert Bowl tgt. Hehe happy max. Its been soooo long since i went there.

Omg, miss there so much. Really a nice and cozy place to hang out :)

Laughed and had so much fun w baby, as always! Hehehe a happy day!

Thanks once again dear. You never fail to make my day.

Promise we'll still be as strong / hold on to each other when my school starts alright? <3

Phil 4:13

2011-04-14T19:36:00.008+08:00

Forgotten which day i met baby. Hehe. I guess it was Monday :)

Had Subway for lunch, and then played pool. Such fun w him around!

Meeting baby again tmr, for movie! :)

Then gonna go Chomp Chomp w him and his friends. Hehe. Cant wait!

Met felicia today. Like after so long! Miss her manyyyyyyyyyy ):

Went Bugis to shop! But not much cause both of us were tight in our cash ):

Then she headed to my house. Did so much stupid things w her. HAHAHHA.

Met Dawn ystd.

Darling happy after so long we finally took pictures again?! :D Hehehe. Love ya always!

Okay, seem like i've been out out out, meeting meeting meeting diff people during these few days. Haha.

After school starts, its gonna be a diff thing alr. Sigh!

I guess this will be my last post before school starts? Like omg I DONT WANT SCHOOL ):

Please pray that i'll really survive there for the next 3 years.

Cause now when its not even starting im alr dreading going THERE ( Clementi ): )

Anw, i'll miss all of you, girlfriends.

School's starting next week i think we wont meet up / see each other / hang out often alr.

No matter what happens, you girls are the greatest! Shared / had / gone through so much tgt.

I love you girls! Hope to meet up soon and often! ♥

Okay, bye readers. Hope i'll be back soon and not die in school or smth.

Lovexzczxccz.

Lost in your fairytale

2011-04-10T15:50:00.007+08:00

Neoprint with baby @ Cine again! :)

Had so much fun that day. Even though we really didnt did anything much or catch a movie though we wanted to, but the day was really enjoyable with just the two of us! ^^

Headed to Cine. Finally collected my 2pm and Sooyoung poster ( For Ellis ) :)

Then took Neoprints with baby and went to Pastamania for lunch!

Wanted to catch a movie but many many many people were there! No seats alr. Tsk.

But its okay! Went shopping with baby @ 313.

Hehehe baby finally got his long sleeve! shirt! But too big for him ( SEE YOU TOO SKINNY ALR ) so needa alter abit and its fine :)

Shopped at F21 ad i wanted to get more stuffs! ): But he asked me to control and not spend so much alr! Its true anw :x Hehehhe.

Went Amk, nothing much t do there, then headed back to Serangoon.

Fun day with baby! So much dumb things we've done that made us laughed like hellllll! ♥

Seriously i just wanted life like that With a few lovely girlfriends of mine and my wonderful Boyf.

No worries about studies, education, curfew from parents, conflicts, stress, sadness.

How wonderful if life was just like that.

How wonderful if we can choose what type of life we wanna live.

How wonderful if i can just live ystd over and over and over again.....

I swear i would be the happiest girl on Earth. Hahahha i know its kinda emotional now. But whatever.

Anw went out w my dearest mum and she got me daily contact lens cause she knows my eyes cant take the monthly one. Omg thanks so much mummy! Greatest mum i had :)

A week left and school's starting alr. HOW GREAT IS LIFE. WOW THANKS.

&&&&, Love bitching and sharing stuffs with my Jiaying dear again!

Like how we did last time, almost every weekends right? :) Hehehe love you dear!

Escape and run away together

2011-04-07T11:34:00.013+08:00

Met up with Yvonne, Zh and vivien on tuesday :)

Went Nex Party World. Such a wonderful time with them!

I rmbed the video vivien took when we're dancing and singing with the Kpop songs :P HAHAHAHA.

Then headed to bugis with them. Bought a bag :)

Had dinner at Eat tgt and then went back to serangoon and baby met me for awhile before i went home.

Sure gonna miss my lovely girls so much after poly starts! Cant get to meet up or talk to them often alr ): ):

Out with Cheryl and Vivien ystd :) Vivo to shop!

Omg really bought many many many manyyyyyyyyyyyy stuffs and i unknowingly spent hundred plus!

Okay anyway, shopped and had starbucks with them :)

Then headed to the Skypark for photoooooooooooos! Always w/o fail. HAHAHAHA.

Vivien went off early. So we went to Plaza to shop again .................... Like shopping w cheryl! ^^

Out with baby today and tmr. Yay! Happy happy :)

Dad will be back from overseas today.

Kinda shaggggg ): Tsk which means cant go out late again. Sigh.

OKAYYYYY EARLY IN THE MORNING, ALL THE ELECTRONIC DEVICES ARE PISSING ME OFF.

FIRST, CANT UPLOAD PHOTOS TO MY PHONE.

SECOND, CANT DOWNLOAD THE SOFTWARE TO UPLOAD THE PHOTOS TO BOTH MY LAPTOPS.

THIRD, MY MACBOOK GOT PROB. F. JUST BOUGHT ONLY SIA.

FOURTH, CAUSE MY MACBOOK GOT PROB, CANT BLOG USING MY NEW LAPTOP AND NEEDA USE THIS OLD AND IRRITATING LAPTOP TO BLOG.

FIFTH, THERE'S NO PHOTOS IN THIS LAPTOP SO I NEEDA USE A THUMBDRIVE TO SAVE TH PHOTOS TO THIS LAPTOP AND TRANSFER IT HERE SO I CAN BLOG.

KNNCCB F.

Freaking pissing me off early in the morning.

I thought today's gonna be a wonderful day cause im meeting baby.

Whatever, dont wanna talk about it. Its making more angry and i seriously wanna throw and smash the whole bloody computer and laptops to the freaking floor.

K BYE.

Your love never fails

2011-04-03T18:12:00.010+08:00

Supposed to do Flea market w vivien today.

But end up there's miscommunication or smth and they said we needa book the place first before we set up but we didnt.

So in the end we brought back everything. Maybe gonna do it at another place next weekend!

Then she came my house. Webcam! :> Didnt regret having Macbook Pro. Hehehe.

Went Nex to have our lunch. Shouldn't have even ate lunch. Dinner im SO DAMN FULL NOW! >:

Baby called just in time and luckily i wasn't home yet. Headed to his house to meet him for awhile :)

Been meeting baby for 4 days in a row!

Plus tmr we're meeting up again, means 5 days! Happy not Mr Lee?! Hehehe.

Must really cherish and treasure every opportunity to meet up and spend time w each other. If not poly ........ Shall not say abt sad stuffs! ):

Alright, getting pay tmr! Yay! $$$$$$$$$$$!

But still needa SAVE because im gonna get Itouch :)

Hmmm, there's nothing much alr i guess? Outing w Yvonne and Cheryl on tues and wed! ^^

2 more weeks to the starting of school. Sigh.

I GOT SERIOUSLY NOTHING TO SAY * Sad / depress / shag / worried face *

Hearts don't lie

2011-03-31T00:52:00.010+08:00

BUSY WEEK! ): ( Next week its worse! )

Totally forgotten what i've been doing these days cause im totally packed. Can't rmb all the things i've done. LOL.

Anw today met Jiayi, Elson and Bell for lunch at Nex :)

Then got home with baby then bus down to kovan to meet Dawn! ( Like a finally i met her! After so many things happened D: )

Really happy max max! Brought her to backgate to have our Tom Yum Pasta :)

Then headed back to her house to see her new guitar! HAHAHAH. Its nice dear! Anw you got many manxzcxc ._.

Its like we hvnt changed after so many months of separation and I really wanna hang out w you again darling! :)

Okay, tmr's work and CG. Totally mood's like downnnnn all the way thinking of work.

Hate it when i didnt get appts and Im like wasting my time there calling rude customers ):

Hope i do get appts tmr! If not ...................... Tsk. Dont feel like working!

School's starting and i guess i've to stop working / either work lesser alr.

A good but yet a bad thing too ._.

Oh doing Flea market w mum on sunday. Its good so i've extra cash!

Hope there will be many sales! East coast should be fine i guess? :/

Oh really can't wait for friday! Going out w my beloved baby :)

The programs he planned sounds interesting max! Hehehe thinking of it makes me excited + Happy!

Thanks always always my dear Boyf! You're the greatest! ♥

Take the right path, make the right decision.

2011-03-25T22:56:00.003+08:00

Got this SNSD poster for just 10 bucks! Omg mad happy! They're all sooooo pretty. Esp Tiffany ^^

Kk anw Happy 2nd month baby! :)

Went back to school ( Tsk irritating school -.- ) with qingyun today, to collect our O level cert and testimony.

Oh i didnt know that we need to collect it until vivien told me. Like cool? I thought the Results slip was the cert alr. HAHAHHA.

Okay, then went home w baby and waited for him to get change and headed to The Cathay to catch the Diary of the whimpy kid.

Nice show! You guys should catch it! ^^

We were suppppper hungry and went Chomp chomp straight after that to have dinner.

Great dinner! Dessert bowl after that and home :)

Hehehhee had so much fun and we ate ALOT! :/

Okay, been a busy busy busy week and spending spending spending $$ like free one! ):

Broke now ( again and always ). Gonna chiong work w vivien next week. Want $$$$$$!

Dad's coming back from overseas on sunday.

Hmmmm happy / sad? LOLOLOL. Miss him though.

Okay, next week's packed up also! Ohmygosh. Always packed. LOL.

Gonna enjoy holidays as much as possible before poly starts.

Dread the day poly starts ):

Can't meet baby and my beloved friends, Homeworks, lectures, projects to do, Travel here and there ( so far! ) , Needa meet new friends, r/s or friendships gonna drift ...... etc.

But gonna take this positively. This is life, isn't it? Can't stop or change anything.

Alright thats all bye!

If we had another chance,

2011-03-21T12:54:00.012+08:00

CG came my house that day. Had so much fun w them ^^ Love them all!

Firstly, this week im fully packed! How?! ):
That means i'll go home late everyday = parents nag + Kp + Scoldings. Tsk >:
But anw i've planned this week fruitfully and gonna spend each and everyday doing things i love! Hehe.
Going Town w Cheryl later on. Happy! Its been millions of years since i met her. Miss her many!
Gonna shop and have Neoprints taken. Can't wait! :)
Kbox and Dessert bowl w my lovely girls on thursday. Yayyyyy! KBOX * happy face * :B
Not that im bad or anything, dad when are you going overseas? Please go sooooon!
Cause i wanna go out late these few days! >:

Anw gonna praise my wonderful boyf again :B
Ystd was so moody + irritated + sian and he gave in to me and really tolerated my stupid attitude almost half the day.
Sorry and thanks so much baby! You're always the best! ♥
Can't wait for friday to arrive! :)

Wonderful birthday!

2011-03-16T11:07:00.032+08:00

THANK YOU EVERY SINGLE ONE, WHO WISHED AND CELEBRATE AND SPEND MY BIRTHDAY W ME! REALLY HAD A GREAT TIME AND I APPRECIATE EVERYTHING! ♥

Sunday

Had some bbq/grill with family for dinner to celebrate my bday!

Really great food. Hahahahaha.

Mum and dad got me my fave Mango cake after that :)

Thanks mum for the one year supply of contact lens!

And thanks dad for the Macbook pro you got. Omg really cant believe i have an Imac. Like cool?!

Bro and sister got me each a present. Thanks them too! :)

Hehehe what a wonderful family i have?! Love you guys! ♥

Monday

Met up with my lovely girls. Qingyun, Vivien, Naka, Zhihui.

Went Nex Party World then dinner at Hot Tomato :)

Really had such an awesome time w them.

Pictures, photos, jokes, laughter, singing, riddles etc.

They never fail to make me smile and they're always there no matter what :)

Then home at 9 and qingyun came all the way to my house to surprise me w this! ( up above )

My fave Mango pudding, Hand made chocolate banana ( my fave too! ), and a card!

Omg i was shocked x10000000! The first time she has ever been so sweet in my whole life. HAHAHAHA.

Heart melted + totally sweetened at that moment! ^^

Really appreciate all the things you've done on that day Qingyun!

And the chocolate banana was super nice btw. Hehehe love you love you love you!

You're the only one who's been always supporting me and being there for me through this 9 years and no one can replace that :)

Tuesday

Spend my actual birthday with my love! Had the most wonderful time ystd :)

Went baby's house in the afternoon and his mum is really cute. Hehehe.

Rest awhile and baby cooked my fave Tom yum noodle for me! * nice ttm *

Then, bus to Amk for movie, Rango. Omg what a STUPID & BORING show. LOLOLOL.

K anyway, then headed to MBS and went to the Sky Park! Omg omg omg omg :B

Finally been there after sooooooo long and plus its with my love! Happy max!

The scenery's beautiful x100000000000000000000000 :)

Trained back to Serangoon and baby surprised me with a candle lit cake he rushed to get.

Was shocked + eyes big big + loss of words + touched + happy ttm!

Omg second time he surprised me and it was really wonderful dearest.

Thanks sooooooooooo much my love! ♥

Really had a wonderful time w you ystd and everything went out right :B

NOT FORGETTING!

Dawn, G, Felicia, Cherylene, Cianyuh, Joel, Jiaying, Yongchin .....

For wishing me a Happy birthday straight on the dot and remembering :)

Thanks those who called and even sang me a birthday song and sending me long and sweet ttm text that got me so touched.

Really grateful to have such wonderful friends around me! Thanks so much guys! ^^

What a long post. Ohmy. Sorry readers.

But just wanna thank every single one who made my day so right :)

Okay, eat ALOT and spend ALOT this few days.

Gonna go on diet, and start working soon and get back $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$!

Alright thats all, lovexczxc!

It takes great faith to love

2011-03-13T12:29:00.007+08:00

This post is for you baby. ( As i promised ^^ )

Okay my beloved, wonderful, sweetest, cutest, Boyf had came all the way down to my house ystd to pass me this Mango Pudding ( up above ) that i craved for every single day and complained to him every single night :)
How sweet is that?! Hehe thanks so many many many! I'm so touched + loss of words + smiling nonstop + heart melted at that moment!
Baby just wanna say you've been so great to me.
Giving in to my weird ( Gl, troublesome, always moody, always sian ) attitude, accompanying me to places i wanted to go, getting for me things i love and food i craved, most importantly, loving me unconditionally and showering me with your love :)
You're always there for me, whether how tired, sian, angry, pekcek ( think idk! :x ) you are.
And i know it's really hard for you and i wonder if you wanted to give up sometimes.
But with all we've been through, I wanna thank you for being with me.
And I'm so grateful to have you as my wonderful Boyf! :)
Li Jun Sheng, I love you ♥

Take my hand, close your eyes

2011-03-09T12:04:00.004+08:00

Posting and commenting like mad with Qingyun and Vivien on Fb just now. Hehe.

Like a fun and they're the best, as always. Love you guys! :)

Okay, went Ion with Naka and Vivien recently, to shop!

Got my new wallet ( because the existing one which i only bought for only a few days died -.- ) and tops from my beloved F21! :) Happy max.

Gonna shop again with Qingyun tmr, most prob Far east or Bugis.

Then, will meet up with Joel darling for movie! Red Riding Hood. The trailer seems nice! :>

Okay, this week's totally packed up. I guess everyday's for me is packed up. HAHAHAH.

Not gonna work It fair, cause it'll make me much much busier i guess.

Gonna chiong my current job as much as possible and get $$$$$$$$$$$$$!

Next week's my Bday, booked my lovely girls out on the 14th, hehe!

But still got no idea where to go and what to do. Any ideas my girls? :)

Then 15th w love or maybe Vivien. LOLOLOL.

Okay, halfway done with my Poly enrollment thingy.

Still left with some CPF thingy and the buying of my new laptop!

Anw people, should i get Itouch or Iphone? :/

Would you hold it against me?

2011-03-04T22:19:00.002+08:00

Hi, how are you?

Im wondering what you're doing too.

Im wondering how are you.

Im wondering how have you been.

Sometimes i feel hurt, giving you up.

But what can i do. I've no choice. Im sorry.

I just hope you're always fine.

And someday, maybe someday if i ever see you again, i want to see that you're happy.

I thank God for everything.

2011-03-02T23:05:00.003+08:00

Happy that i actually made down to some ass house and pass her things.
We're finally okay and im happy! Love you ass! :)
Shall go shopping and Kbox again someday!

Should or should not work for IT fair?
Omg its a hard decision.
Want the experience of working and want the money.
But i'll be super super busy that week and wont be able to meet baby and go for church.
How how how? >:
Hmmm, any company out there that i can work for 3 days only?
At least i can be free for a day. If not seriously busy max D:
Gotten pay today! Its my first pay ever, like in my whole life. Happy for me? LOLOLOL.
& finally going shopping next tues! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
I would die w/o shopping for a month and im dying soon alr.
Tuesday had save me! :) hehehe. Cant wait!

Anw, G, next week are your exams and i pray that you'll focus and do really well!
Hope to see you soon! I miss you ):