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So pain I could barely breathe / Thursday, March 15, 2012 @ 2:13 AM
Hurts so much. After so long, I realized the pain is all along there. It never got away.
But you did.
Once said, we would conquer it all / Sunday, March 11, 2012 @ 3:15 PM
We are the sweetest, the happiest, the unexpected, the most blessed, everyone envied us.
I feel so pity we couldn't work things out. I feel so pity we lost to this love, which was actually the greatest of all.
" You meant the most to me " / Thursday, February 23, 2012 @ 11:25 PM
I'm reading this book again, and it really resembles our story.
2 more days to the 25th.
Do you still remember, my boy?
One month has passed. But it feels like I've seen you, looked into your eyes, feel your touch and embrace, just yesterday.
There's nothing in my mind, than wishing for you to be smiling, carefree, and happy right now.
Exams ended. One month plus of holidays! Idk whether should I feel happy or down about it.
But anw, I've many photos and outings to share. Still sorting out all of my photos with all the awesome people in my life.
Updating soon. Till then!
I'll be waiting / Sunday, February 5, 2012 @ 12:15 AM
Ajing's birthday celebration on one of the Tuesday's after school.
Town for dinner tgt at Nikon Mura @ Cine.
Really great dinner & hope you liked the present and cake we got for you my girl! ♥
Chinatown > OM > Bugis that day. This outing was millions of years long ago.
But I swear it was such a fun shopping trip w my girls that day!
Yuexuan brought us to OM which we really love shopping there. Heading there soon again after exams for sure!
Went Holland V for lunch and dessert with my girls before school that Wednesday.
And also, a no make up day for me and Aijing :)
I swear I have many more photos and outings to share and upload. But I guess I've lost touch in posting a proper blog post already. And I'm still not ready for it. Guess that's all. Will be back for more after exams.
I have been replaying this song again and again since the day you posted.
The 10th day. How have you been too, my boy?
Do you know, I've been thinking about you every single day.
Do you know, I have always been wishing that you'll be happier right now.
Do you know, I've always wish for you again, for us again.
Whatever it is, be happy.
Last Goodbye / Thursday, January 26, 2012 @ 10:45 PM
My baby boy, You look dashing today.
When you asked me this question today, I denied but you really look dashing with your new clothes on.
When I looked at you, I am certain that you're the guy I fell for a year ago.
You looked the same, your smiles are the same, your eyes are the same, you are still as dashing as always in my eyes.
I guess time pulled us apart, differences pulled us apart, hurts pulled us apart.
Today we walked our separated paths in life, but I never once regretted anything.
I knew, I have gave all my. I knew, I have gave all the love I could ever gave to you.
I knew I showered all the care I could ever pour onto you. I knew that I have given each and every soul inside of me, to you.
And I know, I have did my best, throughout everything we have been through.
I am not a perfect girlfriend. But I am so glad, you tolerated, you understand, you loved and you cared for me too.
I know you did your best as well. But I guess our best isn't strong enough to keep us going.
My baby boy, everything that I wanna say, everything that I wished for you, are all written in all the letters I have gave you.
Do read them, for encouragements and guidance always. My best wishes and thoughts are all for you there.
I am so grateful, to spend a whole year with you. Be it through the happy times, the sad moments, the arguments, or the smiles and laughters, I am really so glad that you're once there with me.
We have to let go now. Seeing you carefree without me, really makes me feel blessed and happy too. Thank you for everything my love.
Dear Lord, I pray for this boy above, protect him, always be there for him, guide him and lead him into the right path in life. I know you love him, even though he doesn't know you. But Father I pray for your presence to be upon him always. Let him feel peace and love with his family. Control his temper. Never let him feel afraid and lost, never let him feel discourage. Please take good care of this boy.
With lots of love, Szemin.
Junsheng, I miss you, I miss us / Friday, January 6, 2012 @ 12:18 AM
只希望你快乐 / Wednesday, November 30, 2011 @ 8:42 PM
Its been freaking long since I have a proper blog post.
This few months have been hectic. Life isn't all that great and things have been going up and down continuously.
Been always wanting things to get better and preparing to post a really great blog post when things are stable.
But whenever things are stable and getting better, it falls apart again.
' Good times won't last ' This is what I heard form you.
I rmb after that day we both left, things have been getting better, we're both happier also.
But it happen again today. Yeah shouldn't have agreed to leave Spore, I shouldn't.
I dont know what to do now. Feeling to crushed inside when you don't feel anything.
Really glad at least my girls are there for me always. These few months have been a struggle.
School's been a bitch also but at least I think t's distracting me from all the undesirable stuffs happening.
Will be leaving for Thailand tmr afternoon. Really hope and wish with all my heart that things will be better when Im back on Sunday afternoon.
Really hope we can smile as happily again. Gonna miss everyone, you, and my girls too.
Takecare when Im away my love, I love you. Yes always have been.
